So its my BIRTHDAY!!
I totally love birthdays, it doesn’t have to be mine, i love the quality time with friends and family, i love the nice meals, and drinks and time put a side for that special person! I get so exited to surprise people and have been known to cry when doing so!!
This birthday I have a much better sense of who I am.
This time last year I was a mess.
I was the most anxious i have ever been, bordering on depression, the pain of miscarriage and multiple failed IVF cycles was fresh! Too fresh! And I didn’t celebrate!
I couldn’t… i didn’t no how to.. how do you celebrate something when you are so sad all the time?
This year I am feeling a lot better and I am so exited to spend my birthday weekend with friends and family, i have made sure we are going all out to make it something special, and we have an action packed weekend ahead of us!
Anyway, it’s amazing to see the change in myself from one birthday to the next, I think it’s only now that I am healing that I can look back and realise quite how bad I really was, it feels like it was all a bad dream now that the fog is finally lifting!
I can’t wait to see where I am in another years time! I have so much planned, for this blog and in general life!
But for now, I have some posts scheduled, some tweets scheduled and am going to leave the emails all weekend!!
It’s time to celebrate!!!!