Birthday Post!

So its my BIRTHDAY!!

I totally love birthdays, it doesn’t have to be mine, i love the quality time with friends and family, i love the nice meals, and drinks and time put a side for that special person! I get so exited to surprise people and have been known to cry when doing so!!

This birthday I have a much better sense of who I am.
This time last year I was a mess.

I was the most anxious i have ever been, bordering on depression, the pain of miscarriage and multiple failed IVF cycles was fresh! Too fresh! And I didn’t celebrate!

I couldn’t… i didn’t no how to.. how do you celebrate something when you are so sad all the time?

This year I am feeling a lot better and I am so exited to spend my birthday weekend with friends and family, i have made sure we are going all out to make it something special, and we have an action packed weekend ahead of us!

Hubby got me a Bose Soundlink 10 and some Joules wellibobs! Both of which I have already and I’m besotted with them both! Is it weird to sit listening to my new speaker with cut off wellies on?? 😂😂

Anyway, it’s amazing to see the change in myself from one birthday to the next, I think it’s only now that I am healing that I can look back and realise quite how bad I really was, it feels like it was all a bad dream now that the fog is finally lifting!

I can’t wait to see where I am in another years time! I have so much planned, for this blog and in general life!

But for now, I have some posts scheduled, some tweets scheduled and am going to leave the emails all weekend!!
It’s time to celebrate!!!!